By: Elizabeth Crotts
Fear is an emotion that motivates some and debilitates others. They
differ from every person. My guess is, you’re here to find out what brings out
my fear. What am I afraid of?
I have had many fears throughout my childhood. I was afraid
of thunderstorms, and to be completely transparent, I still am sometimes. I
was afraid of the traditional monster under the bed. I also feared heights, but
mostly falling from great heights. As well as staircases because I fell walking
down concrete stairs as a toddler, and viewed them as the most dangerous thing
in my three-floored house. I would hold on to the railing for dear life. Oh, the scarring trauma of fear.
When I don’t think I am in harm’s way, I enjoy watching the
strikes of lightning in a thunderstorm. I don’t see monsters under my bed
anymore and I have learned how to walk down the stairs, at least most
of the time. I can still be a little bit of a klutz so, sometimes I could use a
review lesson on how to walk. As for heights, I love them more than they scare
me. I love ziplining, high ropes course, and tall amusement park rides that
drop you over 100ft in the air. I view heights no longer as a fear, but as a
challenge for my competitive self to conquer.
The most recent fear I conquered was my debilitating fear of
death. What’s going to happen when I die? How will I die? What will I have
accomplished before I die? These questions circulated in my mind for years. The
tough thing is none of us are given a death date before the second it happens.
It’s unpredictable. All we know is one moment we are living, and the next we aren’t.
So, whatever impact on this world I will have has to be made today, in this
moment. When are you going to make your impact on the world?
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